It is a promise I make to myself today: to let go of you when it is time. To stand back and relish the time we spent together and not ask for more. As much as I know that staying away from you is painful, I also know that there will be a tomorrow. A day that will not stand me up and give me tome out. These few days that 'we' have I promise to smile, to tell myself that 'we' will be fine; to prepare for a journey not that far to actually sever any kind of bond but for the comfort and security I find in your embrace.
While unfairness plays its part, I will play my part. That balances the situation out a lot.